So much of lost times

She has been back for almost a month and by the time we realised time flew too fast, she will be leaving again soon. Well, she didn't come back for no reason. She had to do her internship her so, both of us got our own things to do. As much as I wish I could spend more time with her, I have to get things done for myself too. Just realised that she still has another month here. Yay! :D

Recently, I came across this article because most of my friends have been posting it so I can't help it but to just see what was it about. It's about things that medical students and doctors need to leave behind. I don't really agree with all of them but to a certain extent, it's maybe true after all. People say you'll need to sacrifice certain things for something else. Yea, we don't have all the time in the world, do we? :(

I think I was well-informed about this life that I'm about to go through and honestly, I did regret bit. Not that I don't like being a part of the medical profession, it's just that I can't picture myself like any other human beings anymore. Everything in my life after this will be influenced by my job and by my interest in continuing this life-long never ending studying thing. I'll start apologizing to my family and friends for being such a jerk for not turning up in future meet ups. Lol.

I still remember an incident during one of the ward rounds in O&G. There was a patient who is the same age as all of us and just had a baby. The professor realised this and said, "See, people are already making plans for their lives, why are you all still doing here?" LOL. Glad that I'm not attached to anyone for now. I don't know if anyone is willing to go through these times with me when they can always opt for a more ordinary lady. If I ever did, sorry honey. Lol.

Oh well, future is never bleak if you've got a reason to continue believing that you're doing something meaningful and hopefully something great comes out of it. :)