Even though I am feeling the pinch of clinical years now, I still think it's nice to take a break once in awhile. Medical students have no life. Hmm.. yea kinda true actually. Lol. Oh well, things are much more different now. Everything you do in the hospital appears to be knowledge and will be tested. Case write up is a headache. All I do is sit and type and of course refer to books for references. Finally, got into my nerd self after so long. Ward round is like a nightmare for us. It is like being interrogated in front of the whole team consisting of the most knowledgeable people around, the professors to the least prominent people around, the medical students. Sometimes, we don't get interrogated so it's luck really.
Just did my long case assessment and it wasn't as pretty as I wished it would have been. Lol. Knowing who was going to assess me, I have already predicted the worst that could happen. I knew it was just the matter of how hard it will really hit me and how long can I hold back my tears. So yea, it hit me really hard and the worst just happened. I broke into tears. >.<
It was unintentional. Maybe I was too sensitive. Maybe I am a crybaby. Maybe I was just weak. And whatever you wanna call it, that was only so much I can take. I know this is not the worst of the worst encounters I will ever face. I know I should have been stronger than this for the worst is yet to come. I just hope that I will be prepared.
After all, what doesn't kill you makes you stonger. :)
Friday, July 27, 2012
Thursday, July 19, 2012
old is old
Started off by watching A Cinderella Story, wanting to talk my sister and listening to Hilary Duff's songs, I ended up catching up with old friends whom I have not been keeping in touch with for a very long time. Well, I even remembered the long forgotten lyrics of Hilary Duff's song. All the memories in my high school years just came flashing through my mind and all I wanted was to re-lived them but old is old. Memories will retain as memories. Flash backs remind us of our old selves, our naive selves, and perhaps the our used-to-be happier selves. And they are all once upon a time ago. :)
Thursday, July 5, 2012
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