Wednesday, April 27, 2011

A Thousand Miles


The picture above, it is a picture which is supposed to be in my birthday post. Haha..Yup that's my birthday cake! From left, Cassy, me and Ying Xin.

It has been awhile since I last posted something here. All because of exams! Now that my finals are officially over, I can finally spend time doing this post. I don't know what or how I did for exams. I'm still traumatized. LOL. Well, I've been through it and I will just get over whatever that is on my way. It is over but I wasn't happy like I expected myself to be. Am I still stressed up? Haha.. Hoping for the best for myself and not forgetting for Ling as well. *keeping my fingers crossed.*

There came the end of misery or the end of the final exam. XD.. After exams, there wasn't really any plans for me so I ended up going out with the Apartment Gang since my close friends went back home. Lol. Had lunch, watched movie and had dinner. So, what's next?

I plan to catch up on episodes of whatever shows which I've been missing out and watch anime series. And read the book which I've never touched it even though I had it like since last year. I think Ling knows it. The Time Traveler's Wife..Hehe. Probably go out and meet my old friends. Continue my jogging routine. Hmm..what else? Oh yea, the HC community project, Genting trip and debate. Wondering if other trips will work out.

A Thousand Miles is a title of a song. Song again! Yea I guess I'm really influenced by songs. I heard it on the radio while driving back so got hooked up by it now. Would you walk a thousand miles just to see someone else? For someone you really like? Or maybe for your family? Just being random. I think I actually know someone who did that and would have done it without doubt. :)

Sunday, April 17, 2011

While this and that..

While browsing through the homepage in facebook, I saw one of my friend's shared link and I went on watching the video in it. It was about Tyra Banks Show. It got me hooked up for about 1 hour watching the other videos of her talk shows! Believe or not, I think I would be watching it if I do not have exams in these few days time..hahaha! Too bad I will just have to resist it and deal with it until my finals are done!

While browsing through my profile pictures in facebook, I have realized that my pictures from the first time when I got the account until today have changed..The change that I meant was not 'the me growing up' or 'how different I may look now compared to last time'. The difference is subtle and I am not surprised if my friends did not notice it. The pictures that I had before were just me, myself and I. The next person that will be in my pictures would be my sister and that was it. Then until when I was about to leave M'sia, I have started using pictures of me with my close friends. Now, I don't feel like choosing those pictures of my 'pretty' face or 'close-up' pictures as my display picture. One reason is to reduce random friend adds from god knows who and the more important reason is for the sake of my own satisfaction.

While writing this blog post, I feel bad for not studying and guilty for wasting my time here..Ok, I got to go and catch up with my studies now. :(

Friday, April 8, 2011

Painting the truth?

When you think that things are right, have you ever thought that things could be wrong?
When you think that they are right, have you ever thought that they might be wrong?
When you think you are right, did it ever crossed your mind that you were absolutely wrong?

Yes, I am talking about truth. Is it really necessary to know the absolute truth? Will it make any difference if you have already accepted a lie from the beginning and after 10 years later, you know the real truth? Would it matter? The feeling of being betrayed from knowing the real thing would make you sad, that is true, but knowing it or not would not change anything that you are today or what you have done in the past. Do you think that you will be more contented and satisfied with what you might have become if you knew the truth from the start? Would it? Are you sure?

Why is it important to know the truth? Even if the truth was told and you know that you cannot do anything to change it, then why bother telling? Just keep it as it is then. Knowing about it or being ignorant about it would not change a single thing that you are today. You have been created to become "the you today" and that was when you think that the lie was the truth. That was when you still believe on something even if it was not true.

I am telling you because I think it is the truth. :)