~It is not as bad as I thought it would be~

I thought my 19th birthday was the worst birthday I had ever because I not only have to celebrate it without my sis but also I had a very tiring day during my birthday.

I was in the Sime Darby's Scholars Development Programme during my birthday.. On my birthday, I had to run like I never had before, get wet in the river, be scolded by the facillatators and bear with the conditions in the jungle..Although I had a great time with all the Sime Darbians (be it in uniten or taylor's), I did not feel like it was birthday. For me, it was just like any other day in my life..maybe more like those days where I was in the prefects' camp..I did not even had my handphone with me! no connections with those who I really want to be with! when I got back to the dorm in kuala kubu, only did I realised that my handphone was gona be dead in any moment and that I have 13 unread messages and 10 missed calls from my friends and family..hahaha..seriously, I did not even felt like I was the birthday girl at all..XD

My sis, on the other hand, celebrated her birthday with her friends in her college..amazingly, she too felt like that special of ours was just like any other ordinary day..Although she had received tonnes of gifts and presents from her friends, she did not felt the enjoyment that any birthday girl would have felt.

When January was coming to an end, there were another two sime darbians bday around the corner - jason and irwan. As usual, they would to get something for them and celebrate with them. I knew that they would might as well celebrate mine as well but as for the presents part, I really had no idea that they would buy one for me..haha. We went out to have dinner in a nearby restaurant some where in Serdang. I was very full until I could not even eat a slice of the cake finish!

Thanks for all the sweet memories! All of you had made my birthday more like a birthday..haha.

The 'no reason' feeling..

Have you ever felt irritated when someone said something that has got nothing NOTHING to do with you? Or maybe something that they have concluded or assumed by themselves - the right way or theory? Recently, I don't know why I am easily annoyed by them...this feeling, however, comes naturally..I know I may sound like the mean one but I just can't help feeling so..I think maybe it maybe one of those periods where I am not in a mood for a conversations or crappy talks...Seriously, I hope I can stop myself from feeling like this..I felt as if I dislike what ever that has been said..Hmm...I think its just a 'no reason' feeling after all..just hope that I can stop it asap..

10.01.10

10th January 2010.. A day to remember. The 19th year of our lives. The first birthday not being together. It marks the beginning our lives being an individual and no longer a twin. It is sad, i know. But then think again, we still meet up and catch up on lost times, just not on this day. Lets be happy on that day. Whatever happens, nothing will change between us. Love you, sis!! By the way, Happy Birthday!

Thank you my friends! =)

Today is supposed to be a day where everything goes smoothly. However, we were not very lucky, I supposed..haha..Everything was normal today. We went to Mid Valley to get some stuffs for the Scholars Development Programme (Sime Darby).

With an excited mood, we all drove there but we got lost (partially due to me and nik's gps)..after 10 minutes or so taking the wrong route, we manage to reach mid valley. Then, we had trouble finding a parking..seriously, it was like hell..we had to take many MANY rounds and after 20 minutes, we finally got a parking space..thanks to a random lady! So, we finally got to step inside the mall.

Another problem arise, we do not know where to have our lunch..hahaha...we eventually chose to eat in chicken rice shop..When we were eating, I felt a sudden pain in my stomach..all I hope was that it will get better..I even took a pill which I always had with me to stop the pain..but it did not seemed to work..I thought that I could bear with it..I have tried to but it turned out to unbearable!

All I want was to sit down and relax..My face was pale..I had no energy to move..My vision started to turn blurry..I thought I was going to pass out..but I told myself I cant afford to do so..I have troubled my friends..they wanted to shop for their clothes..Because of me, they had to leave early..I really felt so sorry for troubling them..My body could not take it anymore..I could feel the urge that I was going to throw up..and yea, I did vomitted..hehe..Zera and iswari were worried..they did not know what to do..they bought me a bottle of water hoping that it would make me feel better but all I wanted was to lie down..so zera offered me her lap for me to put my head down..then, teng and nik drove to the front of the entrance to pick us up because they didnt want me to walk..after reaching uniten, all of them(zera, iswari, teng and nik) tried to talk to the guard in ilmu to let them drive in..saying that their friend was sick...Then, iswari and zera helped me to take my stuffs up to the apartment..

Seriously, I would be dead if I did not have you all around with me..hahaha..Thank you all! I really appreciate all of your help! I was glad to have you all as my friends when I was not feeling well!

=D

bye bye 2009! hello 2010!

A year had passed..hmm..a new year reminds me that I am getting older..My birthday is around the corner..haha..What's my bday wish??
*only God knows what I wish for...it will be the same wish that I make every night before I fall asleep..*

I hope that all my wishes and hopes would come true. =)
With a positive attitude, I know they will for sure..What is my new year's resolution? Hmm..to be a better person! I know its just like any other ordinary resolution..but I really want to improve myself in all ways.

Ermm..what did I do on new year's day..1st, I have tried to make plans with my old schoolmates..but then it did not worked out..hahaha..then, I called my sis to keep ourselves updated with each others' lives...haha..after chatting for almost an hour or so, I thought "OK..Why not spending my new year with my parents instead?"

I wanted this day to be a little different..so, we ended up in Curve..ate in TGI Friday's..had ice cream in Baskin Robbins..watched a movie..shopped a little..hahaha..the outing turned out to be 'OK'..not as bad as I thought it would be..kinda fun, I would say.

OK I think that is all for now..I have lots to catch up with - homeworks, lab reports, application, etc.

*Hope you had fun too! Happy new year! =D*