Kanching it is!

I went to kanching waterfalls with my sis, Yeng, Debbie, Dalvin and also Debbie's maids on last Sunday..ermm, about bringing the maids was not our idea but the maids wanted to come and have fun as well. It was a very random plan actually..not much of a fuss because we all wanted to go there. So, yea..we got ourselves there..haha.



As usual, we all planned a little here and there about what to bring and all..for example, food and clothes. Debbie and Dalvin decided to drive in order to save time and yes, we did make it on time although Yeng woke up late..hahaha..Dalvin claimed that kanching is near her national service camp in templer and yea, we saw her camp on the way back..oh ya, back to the beginning..we are one of the earliest! :D

When we reached there, we were all excited but the walking washed all the excitement we initially had..I don't know about the rest but I am all worn out before reaching to the 3rd waterfall and guess what, there are 7 of them! T.T
When we finally reached to the 4th if I am not wrong, we decided to stop and start getting ourselves in the water..honestly, deep down inside, I was like "FINALLY!"

All of us were paranoid about getting leeches on our legs and monkeys taking our things especially our food..hahaha..When we were busy indulging ourselves in the waterfall, the monkeys managed to take two packs of nasi lemak and Yeng's doughnut..haiz..They are smart creatures, I have to admit that..Believe or not the water there is crystal clear! It was so clean that it made me believed that maybe we can still save mother nature..hahaha..oh ya, it was super cold too..XD

Our Spot!!!(I was gald that I could find it in the internet..thanks to the long tree branch!)

We had our picnic which we had planned and Debbie could not stop complaining about a group of guys and a girl who took our spot..hahaha..typical her..XD
In fact, we were there first but we all didn't dare to go near the waterfall where the water was rushing so fast that it actually hurts a little. Anyway, it was deep..so yea, I did not dare to go there due to my height..hahaha..but I did try..:P

After the picnic, we felt so bored sitting on the same old spot..So, we have decided to go up! I really hope it would worth as we took so much of effort going up there carrying a pack of jelly, mister potatoes and the salt water for the leech issue if we were so 'lucky' to face one..

The journey up was indeed tiring but we managed to get there with some screaming, whining and remembering some moments in school which we had. When we reached there, we met the same group earlier. They were nice to offer us some help but after all, they are still strangers..hahaha..however, we did asked for some help to throw the potato chips and ask for the time..hahaha..XD
We saw some fishes and we tried to catch them and as expected, we failed..the fishes ate some of the potato chips which we accidentally fell..we tried to lure the fishes out with some jelly..@.@

When we reached back to our original spot, we packed our things but the monkeys had to disturb us and that made some of us screamed again..I tried to control but then, there was a monkey who tried to snatch the plastic bag with jelly in it and I was holding it and I was like "damn! damn!"..The stupid bag tore..haiz..lucky me, my sis brought extra..XD

No pictures were taken for this trip because we were all afraid that the camera might end up missing or spoiled..haha..although, we were tired, I did not regret going to kanching! It was pretty fun for a random plan. =D

The "long accepted fact"

The truth always hurts. Yes, I totally agree with this statement. Sometimes, we just can't get want we want in life. Some problems are just there and some problems are just not. We just got to accept that. We can't expect everything to go smoothly because life just don't work like that. No matter how much you hate, regret or dislike about a problem, there is just no immediate solution to it. The problem gets more complex and harder to explain when the problem had long existed and it was never solved. These are the few questions that I always had in mind until today:

Who is at fault?
Although I really want to put the blame on some people, I just cannot for some reasons.

Have I tried to solve it?
Yes, I did but it did not work out.

Do I want it to be solved?
Yes, but I just don't how to solve it.

Can I not care?
No, because I am involve in this "long existed problem".

Every time when someone mentions about this problem, all we get are heartaches and headaches. That is why some of us do not even know why we even try to solve it. Its like a problem with no solution at all. I don't even want to be in if possible but like I have just mentioned earlier, some things are just meant to be and I think this is just one of them. I am still searching for the right solution for this problem but in the mean time, I will be okay. I am not disturbed by this problem because it had long existed and it just doesn't hurt that much anymore. Thus, I think I can still bare with it and hope that one day, someone will work out this complicated problem.

This is My Situation

Am I emo-ing right now? Yea, I am now because I failed to let it go just like that. What does it feel like being in my shoes? I really dunno how to explain it but I think there's only one person who knows how to explain it in a better way. I felt like I have grown up too fast, maybe faster than any other person who is as old as I am. I know too many things when I was young. I know what complicated means in the real world. That's why I have always like things to be simple.

When the one person whom I thought was supposed to be the person holding this burden all a along wasn't doing his job well and the worst part is that he asked another party to do it for him, what the... Hasn't he prepared anything? Maybe he doesn't wanna be apart of all this actually, then why does he wanna tell that it's ok but in the actual fact, it is so not ok. I would prefer not to know this but since I have known this already, why doesn't he just be totally honest with me?

Sometimes I feel like I am depending on others. Honestly, I don't like it but can I choose? No.. When something feels so wrong is right in the other person's eyes, I don't know what to say anymore. I really hate to be stucked in between but I know I have to be involved. It's just because everything that happens now is due to my existence. Nothing feels right at the moment. There is no solution.

So, this is my situation.. What role am I actually playing?? I don't know because I am torn in between. It is like when I thought I have reached the top of the hill, I saw another hill in front of me. And then I realized that in every end is a beginning. But this time, a beginning of a misery.

Time to Sum Things Up

My holidays are gonna be over soon. I will be going to university then. I wonder what is life like in university. I hope it is not the hectic kinda lifestyle.. :(.. anyway, I think it will be like that. I know that I shouldn't expect it to be fun all the time. I'm sure there will be lots of things to do. And the word 'university' makes me feel so old right now..

The girl in that picture is me during the holidays. I was having dinner with my sis in Madam Kwan's. While waiting for the food, we took a few pictures. My sis on the other hand will be enjoying her long 'nothing-to-do' holidays. I had mine already which is gonna be over!

I did a couple of things during that period of time. I will try to list it all out. XD

1. Done watching Supernatural Season 1, moving on to Season 2 now
2. Went to EJ's house and met my KMK family
3. Went to the SMKCS gathering
4. Bowled with my other KMK friends
5. Done watching Janetbin, Pearl Sisters and other TVB series
6. Shopping with my family( I lost count of it already)
7. Went karaoke and had a surprise party for Pauline
8. Went out with the Penang gang from KMK
9. Facebook-ing :P
10. Watched Glee and still watching
11. Trying to catch up with Parenthood and also America's Next Top Model
12. Watched all the episodes of Australia's Biggest Loser
13. Watched CSI, How I Met Your Mother, Friends and also The Nanny
14. Finished reading Nineteen Minutes by Jodi Picoult
15. Still reading The Other Queen
16. Went to a job interview which I failed to get that job :(
17. Played Restaurant City and Bejeweled Blitz :P
18. Went jogging on weekends..actually sometimes..hehe..
19. Followed my Mum to the saloon for not sure how many times already
20. Got my hair colored

The list goes on and on.. XD

Love and Miss U, LING!

Yesterday which was June 17 2010, I had fun spending time with my good old friends and also my sis, Pauline.We all met at Berjaya Times Square. After lunch, it was time to karaoke! It was my second time going for karaoke and my very first time with my sis. Lol..


Notice that we look more like twins here?

Julia and Pauline were taking a break after singing out loud.

Debbie and Prithi just wanna look good in front of the camera while Dalvin was so into karaoke that she didn't realized that this picture was taken. Lol..

After singing for quite some time, laughing during karaoke because Pauline sang a little louder than everyone else and confronting the manager of the place for making us pay extra, the main part of the whole gathering finally came. SURPRISE PAULINE! XD

LOVE AND MISS U LING!!! *Pauline aka Ling in our school*

Because Pauline is gonna leave Malaysia for US soon, we all plan to have something special for her. Luckily she didn't find out about it. Phew.. We hope the best for her in times to come. We gathered at Gasoline to have this. We also played a few games using lots of tissues. :P

Then, a group picture of all of us except Dalvin who went back early. Hmmph.. We should have taken it before she left.

Well, that was all we did which was enough to make my sis and I both totally worn out. But, the day wasn't over for me. As soon as I was back home, I knew I got to check my UPU results. Tired but determined, I kept clicking the link. After so many failed attempts, I let Daphenie checked for me as she could get through the website. I was offered to study medicine in UKM. I was relieved that I got my 2nd choice at least.

As for now, I just wanna enjoy my break before going to university. :)

Guilt for lunch

Okay, when it comes to eating, I am the fussy one among my siblings. Yesterday, my mum was on duty and thus, it was all up to my dad to bring us out or pack back lunch for my siblings and I. Bringing us out was just not dad's way of doing things. As usual, he would be packing back lunch for us...and so, the problem begins..hahaha..

My sis decided to call my dad and before calling, she needs to know what do we want to have for lunch. Like the usual us, we will say the same thing over and over again, "You choose la"...To end the choosing thingy going on and to irritate me, my bro said he wanted chicken rice. I think the reason he said that was because he likes chicken and he knows that I, in particular detest chicken rice for lunch..(I have my reasons for that). So, being the stubborn me, I said I wanted hokkien mee for lunch. At the same time, I was hoping that my sis will choose to have hokkien mee over chicken rice because hokkien mee is her favourite but she chose chicken rice! Urrghh!

Then she called my dad and said that she and my brother wanted chicken rice and that I wanted hokkien mee. Minutes after that, I felt a little guilty and I thought I might as well ask my dad to get something that is available nearby the chicken rice stall instead of the hokkien mee. I used my sister's phone to call my dad and told him about getting pan mee as the pan mee stall is located nearby the chicken rice stall. I think there was a miscommunication and my dad just cut off the line..He was pissed already, I guessed..

At about 1pm, he came back with 3 different plastic bags..He was screaming in the car asking one of us to get the lunch and he left right after that..I saw three different kinds of food laying on the table and I felt REALLY BAD..He actually packed one chicken rice, one hokkien mee and one pan mee..My sis was blaming me because my dad thought that my sis wanted the pan mee but in the the actual fact, I have changed my order and I did not clear up the misunderstanding in the phone call..I have certainly created a BIG mess and I felt really GUILTY..Of course, both my bro and sis were blaming me for that non-stop and I was lost of words because it was really my fault..

DAD, I AM SO SO SO SORRY!

Lesson: I will try to choose the type lunch next time and no more troubling others for just a small matter (for example, lunch)..hahaha..

G-R-E-A-T moments in Uniten

I admit that at first, I didn't expect to have so much of unforgettable memories here in Uniten but after one and a half years, I can't deny that I have actually developed some feelings for this place and I bet that I will miss this place. This is a place where I have started off my journey solo. This is a place where I have met so many amazing people. This is a place where I have learned so much.

Some of the moments that I will miss being a Unitener:

This was the first time in which I camwhored in Uniten with Iswari(housemate) and Kim(roomate)! :D

~The very first picture of the Sime Darby Family~

This was the time in which we, Sime Darbians were told to do some Japan project and we ended up selling cookies and t-shirts during the Uniten's Open Day..:)

One of those camwhoring sessions in Uniten..;D

This was what had happened in a fine day when we have nothing to do while waiting for our class..XD

My sisters..I am so gona miss you all so much except for zera...hahaha..joking joking..

Satay Kajang! Yum yum...:DDDDDDDDDDD

SD outing in Sunway (Nik's Birthday)

Lab work..hahahaha...:P

A picture of the bigger SD family! ;)

~SD's january babies~

My classmates-Section 1..hahaha.

Celebrating Dayah's and CL's birthdays in Jason's Mansion..XD

The Ice-cream Day!!! :D

My captain ball team, MONKEY during the Sports Carnival! :D (fyi, Alvin is missing in this picture)

This picture was taken during Ronald's birthday celebration in the karaoke centre located in Mines..;D

Community Service in Carey Island..I must say that it was once in a life time experience servicing there. :)

KOR Uniten. This is a picture of my platun, Platun 7.

KOR Uniten's Camping. ^^

The Decoration Team(Shao Shen, Cindy, Shaza and myself) for KOR Uniten's Graduation Day.;D

PPOU Farewell Party which was organized by Madam Faridah.:)

KOR Uniten's Graduation Day!

The 'Sohai' Trip to Malacca..lol..:D

If I were to write all these G-R-E-A-T moments in words..I do not think that I could finish typing this post. So, I guess it is better to stick to pictures as they tell a thousand words. Thanks to all of my amazing friends! You all have made a difference in my life. I will treasure those moments for as long as I can. :)

Back to The Middle

This is obviously not any picture which was taken recently. I kinda dug it up from the pictures in facebook. I think I look a little different here but still recognizable. In my previous post, I mentioned that there was too little SMKCS in this blog so here I'm adding another one for SMKCS. This picture was taken on the day when our PMR results were out which was in 2006.

If you've known me long enough, you would have realized that there's something wrong with my hair here. Anyway, I had a center parting back when I was in Form 3 and later changed it to the side, and now back to the middle. Lol..

It was a scary moment waiting for the results to be announced. Some names were called out to the platform. We took some pictures of before and after the results were out. Auntie Ranjit came and blurted out some news about who got good results. Some of us started crying even before the results were out. I felt the intense pressure. I admit that I never like this kinda feeling even during the announcement of the SPM results and also during the time when the PSPM results were out. Gosh.. It can kill people XD

After all the waiting, all we want is to do well. We hope for the best and that's all we want at that very second when we see our results. Some got amazing results and screamed immediately after knowing that their hard work paid off. Some got terrible results and walked to the corner wishing nobody would see their tears. That's reality. Not everyone would be sastified at that point of time.

But still, is that the end of the world? Definitely not! So, don't be upset for too long because there are bigger things in life waiting to be done. :)

Exams were certainly a crucial part in school days. I know I will be facing more exams in the future. Now, I'm just hoping that I'll get what I want. :D

Girls thing

I have always tried to avoid using vulgar words in my speaking and my writing. So, when I use it, I really mean it. Girls bitch, I admit that. The difference is the degree of bitchiness in them. Some tend to have a higher level of bitchiness, some are just too naive and some just don't show it off. Well, I do not dare to say that I am an angel myself too. I do what most girls do as well.

Sometimes it is best to hide that bitchy thing we have in ourselves. I am not saying that being a hypocrite is good but we got to adapt to it. Life won't always go our way. We should know that better. Nothing comes easy. So, we bitch to make ourselves feel better. We complain and keep grudges but there are times in which we should just let it go. Bitches keep it well enough to play the game.

Ditching is part of the bitching too and it is already a norm. It is nothing big for some people. If you don't like being ditched, then don't you dare ditch your friends. For you know, they will be bitches real soon. If you hate being ignored, then don't you ignore those around you. Don't say it's karma when you did it on purpose. It's not. Karma is god's will. So, are you trying to say that you are god now?

Bitching is so common that we, girls don't even realized that we are doing it. I might be cursing you like hell in my head and you know what that is already a step towards bitching. Yes, I do bitch too. Don't you dare say that you have not. Every female has done it somewhere and sometime.

All we can do is to control the bitchy thing that we have in ourselves and that my friend, is a step towards heaven and peace. =)

O hark! Now hear our joyful cries of pride in our school..

Time flies so fast. I realised that it has already been 2 years since I have left Convent Sentul. The title of this post is the first line of my school song. A very nice piece indeed and of course memorable as I can still remember how the song is like.

I am starting to miss a lot of things. Since I have only started blogging after I've left this place, there wasn't any post about SMKCS. As you can see, it is actually an old building. Even my aunts had their secondary education here, so can you imagine how old it is? Lol..

I wasn't from any renowned schools. Convent Sentul may sound glamorous but the truth is that this school really needs improvement. I believe that my school will become one of the top schools in the nation. It's just a matter of time. :)

It was where I learned a lot of things and mostly not in the classrooms. Honestly, I think that being a school prefect taught me to be a better individual. I don't how things work in other schools but in SMKCS, being a prefect is kinda challenging. To be elected as a school prefect was a difficult process itself!

It was those days when I felt there was not much stress. Staying back at school for activities was a very common thing in SMKCS. Getting in trouble was also one of the 'activities' in our school. Well, we all learn from mistakes. XD.. I miss my friends, teachers and moments in the school. I have friends that I have known them since the days in primary schools and also friends who were from the same tadika!

Now when I see students in school uniforms, I think about the good old days in my school. I miss being in secondary school so much!!!

Smile

I shall smile for as long as I can
Thus, every picture will be filled with happiness
I shall smile for that I am leaving for the good of it
Hence, I will be much happier
I shall smile when I have done my part
Thus, memories will be kept for as long as possible
I shall smile every now and then when I think of it
Hence, I will always remember those smiling moments
I shall smile for those around me
Thus, they will be smiling along with me
I shall smile for those sad and hard times
Hence, I will not regret for what has been done
I shall smile for myself
Thus, I know that I am moving forward and nothing shall be bitter about it
I shall smile for my readers
Hence, they will be smiling after reading this post of mine

Smile for that its worth
Smile for every good times
Smile for you and me

=)