Good day

I think today is so far the most satisfying day for me eventough it was a rainy day and it was a very cold day. I have started off my day with an early Chemistry Lab in which I find it demoralizing after doing my two lab work for the past two weeks. I was demoralized after the lab work but I am getting the hang of it, I guess. It is so far considered as my most afraid of class but not the class that I detest most which is calculus. Maybe both of them are just equally devastating but in different ways...lol.

Ok, lets not ruin my mood for today. After I got myself demoralized, I went to do some printing in SLC and I saw a classmate of mine for chemistry and math. When I was going out the Chem Building, I saw my GSI for Chem Lab. She turned and smiled at me. Her smile sort of decreased the dissapointment. :)

Then, I went to Ayaka to get some sushi and went back to my apartment. I felt hungry after a while. So, I have decided to cook. I have always wondered how do people get to fry the egg so nicely without crushing it into pieces. So, I went on and try to do it. Fortunately, the egg turned out good for me! :D



After eating, I met up with Sin Yi and Girish to finish my math maple problem(another thing that I dislike). Luckily, we got it done for a short while. :) I went back and do some reading on chemistry because the test is around the corner. After that, I have uploaded some pics in facebook. Pictures that I have long taken..HAHAHA.

The most amazing was that I am glad that I went to the Exam Review Session on Chemistry! The session was so motivating and I have cleared so much of my previous doubts. Thank you, Bahas! You are fantastic! After that session, I was in a pretty good mood. I even took the longer route back home. The reason was to chill a little and enjoy the beautiful night walk! :D

When I got home, Zera and I chatted about how her day went and some Nike thing(her taekwando suit..:P). Nice conversation! I enjoyed it, Maybe it was because of the good mood that I have. And now, I have finished this blog post of mine! :D

My day ended just like that..

Last night, I have to study for my chemistry quiz, read the calculus textbook(I have to if not I will be so blur in the lecture) and do my economics homework(lucky, I did the homework because we had a pop quiz the next morning..hahaha).
That time I was truly glad that I had drop psychology. It will be too much for me. I can't handle too much of subjects.

After studying for a few hours in the library, I went back and of course, I was hoping that my sis, my family or some friends of mine would be online. I was checking my umich mail and ctools for any announcements and assignments. Then, I saw "Patricia Low signed in"!!!

I guess it was very predictable that I would immediately called her..HAHAHAHA..but unfortunately, my calls kept on failing..skype is not all that good after all. The connection in her place was really bad. She kept on signing in and out. It was not a good news for us. Instead of chatting, we ended up trying to fix the connection. All those precious time that we might have used to chat had wasted just like that. :(

When we have finally got to chat, she was about to rush to somewhere else already...my day ended up with dissapointment but I managed to sleep because I was too tired..LOL.

A door or a wall?

Is it a door or a wall?
I might be wrong
Maybe its not either of them.
If it is a door, do I have the right keys in my hand?
Is it the right one that fits the door?
Maybe I have lost the key
Maybe I have not bought the correct key
Maybe there wasn't any key at all because it was just a wall
A thick wall that nothing can even break it
I don't know
I am afraid to knock myself towards it
I might get a bruise on my head
or maybe I might have fainted if I have done it
I wondered if I should just go towards it and see if its a door or a wall
I want to but everytime when I will start hesitating and doubting myself
Hence, I will end up in the intial position
If it is a door, I have never tried opening it
I didn't even try to use the keys that I have in hand to open it
I wondered if there is something interesting behind it or maybe its just an ordinary thing
Who knows right?

:)

Just the way you are

I've been listening to this song by Bruno Mars called "Just the way you are." Thanks to my brother who has been playing this song for a couple of times yesterday. So yea, I got addicted. When I see your face, there is not a thing that I would change coz you're amazing, just the way you are~



It is definitely thesong every girl wants her guy to sing for her. It is so sweet and I'm pretty sure the girl will fall for the guy all over again. By the way, I just realized that I'm not the right person to mention it because I'm still single. Lol. Anyway, it is a really nice song. Love the lyrics! <3






Pauline has been staying in US for about 3 weeks and me, oh well, still here in Malaysia. Nothing much going on in life. Before Pauline went to US, we had a farewell for her. I was a little busy at the same time doing the card for her with couple of my friends. On 3rd September, I was with my Convent Sentul friends celebrating Debbie's birthday at Itallianies in Gardens. Good thing our surprise worked! Lol.




Then during the holidays, I met up with my KMK family in Mid Valley. Even though not everyone could make it but it like the usual gathering where we took pictures and walked around the place, and of course gossiping! Nice gathering!





On the same day, I spent time with my family members which was enjoyable too because I felt like it has been some time since I last watch a movie with them. FYI, we usually watch late night movies because we couldn't get the tickets for an earlier time when we get there! But this time, we did! Guess coz it is Raya and everyone's back in their hometown. Yay! Then, we had supper at Kota Damansara in a restaurant called Fullhouse. I hope I got the name right because I'm really bad at remembering names.


On the next day, my Mum and I went shopping. We've been shopping like for uncountable times already. Sometimes it turned out to be window shopping because we couldn't find anything that we really want. Hahaha.


Since my end module exam is around the corner, I did some studying. Talking about it makes me nervous. I don't wanna screw this again! XP



By the way, I just went to the saloon and my hair is black again. I will be back in UKM soon and meet my UKM friends. :)

It is beyond us

When there is a restriction among the people around us, why should we feel obligated? It ain't our thing anyway. Why must we feel pressurized in things that are not related to us? Because of relationships? friendships? Is that nescessary?

The above 'indirect' statements came out from a friend of mine.

The world is revolving and changing at a pace that is faster than years before. Everyone has developed his or her own kind of beliefs, thoughts and principles. Even if we are different in some ways, we know that eventually, there will be a line in between us. It is so hurtful to say that we are not the same but sometimes, we just got to accept it because deep down inside, we all know that we are different from the beginning. This can't be explain by words but it is widely understood by all. It is hard to know that we can't do all things together because of contrasting ideas in our way of living. No matter how much we hate it or feel unhappy about the ugly truth, we can't change it. It is beyond our control and limits. In fact, I want it to be said out loudly but I don't dare to mention a thing about it.

It is similar to a pit that just too deep and black that we don't dare to jump in and look what is actually inside it. We don't even dare to light up a torch and see what is in the pitch black pit. I don't know about you but I am definite that I am one of the 'we'.

Recent updates

I have been here for more than 2 weeks and so far, everything is ok. I can't say it's absolutely awesome or boring..so, I will stick to OK since most of the things are under control and not as messy when I first got here.

What I have done in between these 2 weeks were shopping, settling in with apartment, choosing my classes, attending classes, chatting with some of my friends, video calling with my friends and family, attending some welcome events in UMich, making new friends, cooking in the apartment and of course, onlining..haha.

Nothing much to be said because this is another ordinary post of mine. Actually, I am pretty lazy to describe the events and activities..This post is just an update from me. :)