Monday, February 22, 2010

Hope


He started it
We all knew it
He had left an indelible mark and that we can't deny
She, however, can't forgive him for what he had done
She had tried to forgive him but she just couldn't
He had somehow failed to prove to her that he still cares
Sometimes even I think that he can't change anymore
He had time to change but he didn't even make full use of it
He could only gave her failures and devastations
As time passes,
She had given up hope that he will ever change
He too was least bothered about him changing
He did try to contribute
But it somehow seemed too small for her
She wanted more from him
She expected more of him
She demanded for more
This was because she knew that deep down within him there was still hope
He, however, felt that she was being pushy
He didn't like the fact that she brought up the past
She knew that he didn't like it
But anger had controlled her
Frustrations had delved deep within her soul
She wanted him to change
That was all she wanted
He knew it but he just couldn't face it
He couldn't admit it
I knew that he was sorry
But he just couldn't and I have no idea why
All I ever hope was that both of them to know that the past is past
Nothing can ever change it
Look at the future
There are lots more to be worried about
to care about
to think about
to work out at least
Nothing is ever to late for a change
All I want is to be happy and peaceful
Nothing else
Please understand what I have meant
If you do, I thank you!

2 comments:

d peacemaker said...

i understood. completely.

Pauline said...

thx for the comment.
;D

its nice to know that but this piece is a personal one and i really hope the 2 person that i have meant in it will read it some day. =D